Sunday, September 21, 2008

This was the weekend.

Goodwill and the record store. Shopping is a disease. 4 CDs for $20 and 6 items of clothing for $14 is still too much when you are a student. The man at the record store is doing with his life exactly what I want to do, but I am no good with money and frequently feel as though I have no future because of that, or that I will end up drowning in some boring day job and never do anything I love to do again.

I love music and books and writing and art, but combine all that together and you still get STARVING BOHEMIAN. If it weren't for the starving part I would jump on that opportunity.

Being a bibliophile alone will not make you a librarian. Loving to educate people will not make you a good teacher. Writing fanfiction does not make you an author.

I write all of these songs in my head and I am so proud of the lyrics, but I can't think of any music to go with them and so I feel like a failure.

I drown in music. 8,220 songs and I doubt I've heard even 2/3 of them.

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